I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

8:32 AM NAMUN, AKU MASIH TETAP TABAH

Overcome with fatigue,
I can really sleep now like Mr Cow
English lesson now,but since we have already decided what to do
THEN FREE TIME!
No wonder I love English so much
SO yesterday night,I baked banana tart<3
CHEN'S recipe
THANK YOU DARLING!

And yesterday night,I asked Sugar Pie about _____.
And Sugar Pie said, a straight NO.
It's just that Sugar Pie can't be bothered to think about me, at the moment
I KNOW WHO YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT NOW SUGAR PIE
BUT WHO KNOWS,I MIGHT ACT ON IMPULSE,AND LOSE IT ALL?
All I wanted to tell you last night was,
"You can always tell me about this kind of things."
But I didn't, because I know you can't be bothered to think about me,at the moment
REMEMBER THAT INCIDENT?
Just because ______ wasn't around, you just _____.
And did you ever think why I didn't accept your offer of _____.
Because I know,I'm that ragdoll you can throw around.
That ragdoll you can do whatever you want.
That ragdoll, that replaces ______.
But I don't know what had made me, not stop ______.
I still have any things to learn, I have yet to grow up.
But that does not give you the dispensation or concession to _______.
I can give in, but don't abuse that opportunity my dear Sugar Pie

AND THOSE POEPLE READING THIS, STOP TELLING ME TO CHEER UP
AND FORGET THIS,AND FORGET THAT
BECAUSE IT NEVER CHANGES ANYTHING
IT'S REALLY,ONLY UP TO ME TO DECIDE WHETHER I WANT TO CHANGE
AND STOP TELLING ME WHAT I SHOULD DO
BECAUSE IT MAKES EVERYTHING,JUST EVERYTHING WORSE THAN BEFORE
GUILT YOU MIGHT SAY IT
FAT HOPE,NO
NOT GUILT
AND NOT A SENSE OF REMORSE
PLEASURE?
NOPE, IT'S JUST THAT SOMETHING YOU WOULD FEEL LIKE IF YOU
WERE IN MY POSITION?

Heh, Giraffe just send me something SWEET :DDDD
Giraffe just said, "I LOVE YOU!"
THANK A LOT BABE<3
It's Science now
BYEEE!

edit/
I'll post what I was suppose to post
YESTERDAY!


If you think I’m emo here
Don’t continue reading.
THANK YOU.
And don’t try to console me
Because I HATE IT,
SO MUCH THAT I COULD MAKE YOU SHUT THE HELL UP OF YOU.
Because it makes me cry even more than I want to,
I’m just your vulnerable little-girl-next-door

I see you trying to salvage what we’ve lost
Trying hard, a little too hard I should say
I admit I do feel a lost, but I don’t feel quite right
When you tried, I know you did whatever you could

So take a look at me now, there’s just an empty space
And tell me now, how’s everything going to end up like?
Me, left there all alone, crying in the dark?
Or you sobbing, chuck away in a corner miserably?
Or us, sharing our joy, laughter, pain and even tears?

I‘ve been really thinking about you lately
Too much, till I get damn upset over it
Because you were, everything, EVERYTHING, I wish I could be
I’m so lost without you,
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
But what would you say
If I call on you now?

And I know, everybody needs a little time away from each other
Far away
Hold me now, I just want you to gain your senses
I promise I’ll make it up to you
After all we’ve been through

I couldn’t believe when I heard the news today
They said you were leaving because someone swept your heart away
Think my friend, think deeply
And wisely.

There’s no one like you
Because you speak to my heart

I LOVE YOU, I REALLY DO